Do you ever feel like you “don’t want to be here anymore”? When I say “here” I mean here in life; existing. I feel like I’m wasting time. How do I

Focus more on what you want more of. We tend to focus on what we don't want when we feel depressed. Your thoughts are important, they create your reality.

Get a tattoo. Change your hair. Do something new.

I really don't know but there's always something to fight for. I still feel what you feel and there was a time when I wanted to run a traffic light to get killed.

It's not an easy thought to win against but it's always worth it. Life is hard but if you're still here then it means you are strong and the strongest battles are always given to those who can handle it. I know we all could catch a break but I know you have a value here which is why I'm typing this to you. There is always a light at the end of the tunnel and this feeling too shall pass. Nothing lasts forever and neither will this pain.

Make something more important than you and then care for it. Really care for it till you fell it needs you to survive then see to it. And when you get that I don't care feeling maybe you'll fell you can't waste time thinking like this because of you want to care for.
I hope this makes sense or else I'm gonna look like an asshole. The reality is tough and it takes balls to make it. And you know you can you just don't 'think' you want to.
I'll be available to cuss or out to shut up fair enough?

I have before.
I realize feelings pass and I would have missed so much.

Change! Shadow work. Figure out what makes you happy then challenge yourself to do it 🖤

Then dedicate your life to humanity.

Sometimes yeah I feel the same

Every damn year