Is this normal?

It’s not . My goal was to be an opthalmologist . Got the grades , got accepted to medical school ... and then my mother’s health started failing . I just couldn’t bear to be 500 miles away from them , so I declined and went in another direction that kept me closer to home . I have never regretted the extra time I got to spend with them .

I recently graduated and started an office job, and I don’t wanna work anymore. This is not how I wanna spend the rest of my life

19 and unsure of your career choices? Sounds pretty normal to me.

Most people with PHD or MD are also published writers.

You have a much better chance of publishing in a medical journal than you do getting a non fiction or romantic novel published.

Why not do both?

yes we are very abnormal folk.. we dont know when sun rises or sets, day or night we have to be active alive and responsive,

Extremely normal! 🙂. You are and will be constantly learning more about you.

I think its pretty normal to not quite know and drift/alter quite a bit.

Do both.