Daily crush update

I enjoy texting him during the day, while taking a minute off from work even though he is in the other room. It gives such a rush waiting for the phone to vibrate and feverishly pick up the phone hoping it's him who tested. Today though, in the morning, I happened to peer into the phone of my colleague( the 19 year old intern who is close to him) and saw that she was texting him. I know they have this brother- sister thing going... but I still was pissed. Now I have decided to switch off my phone during work. Impulsive decision... but it will make me work better. And.... I don't want to be in a race for his attention. I am more than happy to step out, if at any moment I feel like others are competing for his attention. If he feels like he is missing mine, let him come back to me.