I Have a Crush
I can’t help this crush. It sucks so much.. I don’t even remember how it got this way. I made a friend by just being myself and somehow Im trying to figure out my feelings.
She’s super sweet and thoughtful. We have the same sense in humor and it’s great. She always gets me little snacks and can accurately depict what I mean with certain expressions of my face. Not only that but conversations are wholesome. I’m used to a lot of one sided people but she actually cares on how I’m doing and wants to know more about me. Now that I’m writing this it just sounds like she’s being a decent human being but to me it’s different.
She’s shown me off on her Snapchat a good amount of times and she thinks I’m cute and nerdy. Even today she told me that she loved me and it took me back a bit. It’s been a while since I’ve made a friend this close. Ever since I left home and moved out here I’ve made a couple friends but not like the ones I have back home. I guess it isn’t so much a crush or an infatuation but an excitement i suppose?
Exciting because I feel happy. I’m confident in who I am and I feel safe and comfortable with them and I let them in. It’s nice to be able to feel special and knowing they pay attention to me. Even about things that I didn’t expect her to remember. Maybe it is a crush, maybe it isn’t. But All I know is I’m living in the moment and appreciating every minute of it
She’s super sweet and thoughtful. We have the same sense in humor and it’s great. She always gets me little snacks and can accurately depict what I mean with certain expressions of my face. Not only that but conversations are wholesome. I’m used to a lot of one sided people but she actually cares on how I’m doing and wants to know more about me. Now that I’m writing this it just sounds like she’s being a decent human being but to me it’s different.
She’s shown me off on her Snapchat a good amount of times and she thinks I’m cute and nerdy. Even today she told me that she loved me and it took me back a bit. It’s been a while since I’ve made a friend this close. Ever since I left home and moved out here I’ve made a couple friends but not like the ones I have back home. I guess it isn’t so much a crush or an infatuation but an excitement i suppose?
Exciting because I feel happy. I’m confident in who I am and I feel safe and comfortable with them and I let them in. It’s nice to be able to feel special and knowing they pay attention to me. Even about things that I didn’t expect her to remember. Maybe it is a crush, maybe it isn’t. But All I know is I’m living in the moment and appreciating every minute of it
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