I Have a Crush

Wow so im super awkward, shy and have suffered in recent years from actual social anxiety...literally a few weeks ago I still got nervous leaving the house to go to work. Lolyeah that’s my life sometimes... ANYWAY, I’m crushing on a dude. My point here is...he’s shy too! I can just tell because I get it. As a shy person myself, I feel like I can pick up on the signs. Just my luck. Now am I gonna have to be the one to initiate something? It’s not an issue except ummmm I’m really shy too!...my goodness. I’m just gonna have to pull up my big girl pants and do things I’ve never rlly done before...literally....nEVER. Challenge accepted I guess? Pretty brave for a shy girl. What do you know...I’m really into a guy for the first time in a few years and HES SHY. Shy isn’t a bad thing, I just think it’s ironic. Shy people are harder to read so this ones gonna be a little scary.. He may not be making any moves but someone has to🤷🏽‍♀️ I guess it’ll have to be me? Just waiting for the right time. Unless he has a girlfriend. If He does, he does. what can ya do.