I Want My First Marriage To Be My Only Marriage

it’s difficult nowadays to feel like this. i’ve seen a lot of my friends relationships fall apart, their parents divorcing, and that way marriage is working for my parents. and never having an actually relationship of my own i don’t know how to trust anyone to get close enough anyway... but part of my foolish heart still thinks i can have a marriage of my own soon, and it’ll be a damn good one 🤞🏾 here’s hoping