I Think Education Is Important
Hello, I consider education to be important (hence the group hehehe.)
I've had the misfortune to never had the chance to become well-educated... People have always underestimated me simply because I was considered handicapped. They automatically assumed I was stupid, so I was forced to follow a low education.
I hate that, not just because that means that others will underestimate me, but because I know that I can do so much more, do things so much better... :(
Sometimes I envy those with a higher education and they can actually intimidate me, especially when it shows how much more they know than I do. It makes me wonder if they perceive me as stupid or ignorant.
I've got the raw brainpower to handle university, not to mention that I'm determined and love to learn, but I have no way to proof that to others simply because I am not that well educated.
That might be a reason why I'm trying to learn as much as I can on my own, all the while improving myself where I can. It's also one of the reasons that I hope I'm allowed to admit to college, to finally show myself and the world what I'm capable of! To show everyone who underestimates me that I am able to do great things! (The main reason being that it's been my dream to develop games for as long as I can remember.)
But alas, we come back to my low, pathetic education. For me to gain admittance to college, I have to complete a Differential Aptitude Test and I simply dread it. All my effort, all my good impressions I've made so far could all be for nothing if I don't pass that stupid test! I don't fear for the things that don't require knowledge since that's going to be fine, but I fear for things like sentence structuring and vocabulary...
The more I get back into this world, the more I hate the fact I've been suppressed all my life. If I want to change my life, better my life, better myself and show the world what I am capable of, I must pass this test and gain admittance into this college. Once I'm in, my life can truly begin!
Perhaps someone has some advice I can use to pass this test? What were your experiences?
I've had the misfortune to never had the chance to become well-educated... People have always underestimated me simply because I was considered handicapped. They automatically assumed I was stupid, so I was forced to follow a low education.
I hate that, not just because that means that others will underestimate me, but because I know that I can do so much more, do things so much better... :(
Sometimes I envy those with a higher education and they can actually intimidate me, especially when it shows how much more they know than I do. It makes me wonder if they perceive me as stupid or ignorant.
I've got the raw brainpower to handle university, not to mention that I'm determined and love to learn, but I have no way to proof that to others simply because I am not that well educated.
That might be a reason why I'm trying to learn as much as I can on my own, all the while improving myself where I can. It's also one of the reasons that I hope I'm allowed to admit to college, to finally show myself and the world what I'm capable of! To show everyone who underestimates me that I am able to do great things! (The main reason being that it's been my dream to develop games for as long as I can remember.)
But alas, we come back to my low, pathetic education. For me to gain admittance to college, I have to complete a Differential Aptitude Test and I simply dread it. All my effort, all my good impressions I've made so far could all be for nothing if I don't pass that stupid test! I don't fear for the things that don't require knowledge since that's going to be fine, but I fear for things like sentence structuring and vocabulary...
The more I get back into this world, the more I hate the fact I've been suppressed all my life. If I want to change my life, better my life, better myself and show the world what I am capable of, I must pass this test and gain admittance into this college. Once I'm in, my life can truly begin!
Perhaps someone has some advice I can use to pass this test? What were your experiences?
