I feel like ill fall any day now.Idk why, but it just feels like im walking on a rope, between 2 buildings, and the bits of rope on both ends are slowly loosening, taunting me about whats below, and what could be. If i fall, ill lose everything ive worked so hard to get, the only...See More »
Fear of losing myselfI have this fear that I will be eternally damaged. Or that I will be unrecognisable as an individual, either to myself or others. Idk - there is something about my life that makes me feel like it is eating away at everything that makes me...See More »
Did I do something wrong???I feel like I’ve been cursed as if I’m not able to be loved until I figure out what I should’ve done in a past life. Or as punishment for whatever I did in my Past life. Not me but my spirit
Have we gotten so cynical.....I kinda feel like I should feel something other than jaded amusement at the failure of civilization, the pretentiousness of some and the imminent conflict that we will all lose.
I don’t like myselfSomedays I really don’t like the way I look. I feel like I look fat and I want to be thinner. It’s not an all the time feeling but today is just one of those bad days where I hate myself.
Something I realised is in my subconsciousa need for power over others I think it’s why I can’t handle people who are defensive. When people act defensively when I’m talking to them it makes me angry. Even when you try to help someone they can be rude and defensive and speak...See More »
I feel like I am owedand I can't shake the feeling. I feel like the universe owes me big time. and i just feel ignored and I feel like things shouldn't be this way. that everything we are living right now is a waste of energy that will come to nothing. I don't think...See More »
I just remembered something...weirdBack then grown ass men used to tell me how beautiful i am and how they'll kidnap and marry me. I heard this since i was 4 from multiple men my parents knew.And of course it was a compliment back then. I wonder if it really was a weird compliment at...See More »
I’ve been lounging around for most of the day, you’d think I’d feel rested by nowBut I drank more alcohol than water yesterday and did a lot of socializing so makes sense. But I should really get on this laundry lol
From me to youI try so hard to get inside your heart Like bugs at my doorway in the fall I find my way in and you welcome me but In the spring you will find my body Curled up in a corner all alone You will have forgotten about me More beautiful creatures than I...See More »
is it understandableto feel down when one of your elderly parent is down? this happens whenever i detect my mother sounds down on the phone, if she sounds like she has a low mood...it affects me quite a lot, i feel down and insecure as well....as i live alone now, my...See More »
Healing erawith hurting comes healing its not an easy thing the pain feels overwhelming it feels eternal but nothing is eternal the pain will pass you will heal i will heal
Lady bird and the labyrinth of me moriesWhen the sanctum of memories have been defiled and plundered , ravaged by the cruel nature of the despot --time. Things that made us who we are today every bit of them is a treasure , never forget who we were for all that we are today .yes I never...See More »
does anyone find the world today a nightmarei grew up through the 80s and wish i could go back to that era, i really don't like living in today's world.
I feel like im dyingIts like youre holding my head underwater Drowning me I let my lungs fill with water I dont fight back I dont try to live I help you hurt me Together we are killing me
is there people in life you want nothing to do withi have certain people who i want nothing to do with and i avoid them wherever i can, these people they're not family or friends of the family, just people who i don't like the look of.
The hungry empty plateA long time ago I used to feel very empty inside and I used to sleep almost all my nights in tears, wishing I was someone more loved, important , intelligent and successful; someone who would make people proud to know me. I already was. It's been a...See More »