I don’t like myselfSomedays I really don’t like the way I look. I feel like I look fat and I want to be thinner. It’s not an all the time feeling but today is just one of those bad days where I hate myself.
Something I realised is in my subconsciousa need for power over others I think it’s why I can’t handle people who are defensive. When people act defensively when I’m talking to them it makes me angry. Even when you try to help someone they can be rude and defensive and speak...See More »
I feel like I am owedand I can't shake the feeling. I feel like the universe owes me big time. and i just feel ignored and I feel like things shouldn't be this way. that everything we are living right now is a waste of energy that will come to nothing. I don't think...See More »
I just remembered something...weirdBack then grown ass men used to tell me how beautiful i am and how they'll kidnap and marry me. I heard this since i was 4 from multiple men my parents knew.And of course it was a compliment back then. I wonder if it really was a weird compliment at...See More »
I’ve been lounging around for most of the day, you’d think I’d feel rested by nowBut I drank more alcohol than water yesterday and did a lot of socializing so makes sense. But I should really get on this laundry lol
From me to youI try so hard to get inside your heart Like bugs at my doorway in the fall I find my way in and you welcome me but In the spring you will find my body Curled up in a corner all alone You will have forgotten about me More beautiful creatures than I...See More »
is it understandableto feel down when one of your elderly parent is down? this happens whenever i detect my mother sounds down on the phone, if she sounds like she has a low mood...it affects me quite a lot, i feel down and insecure as well....as i live alone now, my...See More »
Healing erawith hurting comes healing its not an easy thing the pain feels overwhelming it feels eternal but nothing is eternal the pain will pass you will heal i will heal
IM FINALLY OVER Q!!I FINALLY FEEL OKAY!! THE WORLD ISNT AS HARD AS I THOUGHT!! IM FREEEEE!!! SINGLE ERAAAA!!! #AMAB
Lady bird and the labyrinth of me moriesWhen the sanctum of memories have been defiled and plundered , ravaged by the cruel nature of the despot --time. Things that made us who we are today every bit of them is a treasure , never forget who we were for all that we are today .yes I never...See More »
does anyone find the world today a nightmarei grew up through the 80s and wish i could go back to that era, i really don't like living in today's world.
I feel like im dyingIts like youre holding my head underwater Drowning me I let my lungs fill with water I dont fight back I dont try to live I help you hurt me Together we are killing me
is there people in life you want nothing to do withi have certain people who i want nothing to do with and i avoid them wherever i can, these people they're not family or friends of the family, just people who i don't like the look of.
The hungry empty plateA long time ago I used to feel very empty inside and I used to sleep almost all my nights in tears, wishing I was someone more loved, important , intelligent and successful; someone who would make people proud to know me. I already was. It's been a...See More »
Omg I feel guilty!I wasn’t thinking. I pulled up to an empty gas pump that hadn’t been used and started pumping gas for a moment until I realized I didn’t pay for it. I feel guilty because what if the person is just as poor as I am and really needed that gas. It was o...See More »
I feel so bad todayAnd I’m scared to reveal this to my close ones because they get angry. Also I am worrying too much today I’m trying to just relax and not worry about everything I keep thinking something bad is gonna happen that I need to do this and this and...See More »
is there anything wrong with only wanting to associate with the boomer generationi don't really want anything to do with young people, want nothing to do with snowflakes...i just want to associate with boomers as i feel more akin to them, relate and understand them best, and that's how i feel and what i think....people of my...See More »