I Am Single
So, I'm feeling it a lot more tonight. The first day wasn't so bad. It happened Monday night. I was kind of shocked, and I think that's where most of the pain came from, but after the shock I was dismissive. Told myself that I was fine and that I was better off without him anyways.
"We'll both grow." I told myself.
And I still don't think I was wrong... but that was definitely an over-simplification.
Today I had another great day, which is something to be proud of. I didn't let the absence of the guy that I like ruin my emotions, but I can't deny that I thought about him a little on and off throughout the day. Little thoughts.
About the way he made me feel.
The way I felt about him.
How we felt with each other.
Just little things.
I'm so happy that I'm able to come to terms with it the way I have so far. It stings, but I'm able to manage well. I hope things are going well for him too. I miss him.
"We'll both grow." I told myself.
And I still don't think I was wrong... but that was definitely an over-simplification.
Today I had another great day, which is something to be proud of. I didn't let the absence of the guy that I like ruin my emotions, but I can't deny that I thought about him a little on and off throughout the day. Little thoughts.
About the way he made me feel.
The way I felt about him.
How we felt with each other.
Just little things.
I'm so happy that I'm able to come to terms with it the way I have so far. It stings, but I'm able to manage well. I hope things are going well for him too. I miss him.