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I Am Single

So, I'm feeling it a lot more tonight. The first day wasn't so bad. It happened Monday night. I was kind of shocked, and I think that's where most of the pain came from, but after the shock I was dismissive. Told myself that I was fine and that I was better off without him anyways.

"We'll both grow." I told myself.

And I still don't think I was wrong... but that was definitely an over-simplification.

Today I had another great day, which is something to be proud of. I didn't let the absence of the guy that I like ruin my emotions, but I can't deny that I thought about him a little on and off throughout the day. Little thoughts.

About the way he made me feel.
The way I felt about him.
How we felt with each other.
Just little things.

I'm so happy that I'm able to come to terms with it the way I have so far. It stings, but I'm able to manage well. I hope things are going well for him too. I miss him.
Heysmellthis · 36-40, M
Good luck don't skip steps don't try to rush it and remember it's a process and sucking ass is part of it going through the same thing with someone I work with and they are being super mean about it and it's left me shocked angry hurt and exhausted
wtfgirl001 · 31-35, F
@Heysmellthis That is the hardest part (not skipping steps)!
Heysmellthis · 36-40, M
@wtfgirl001 I know but trying to skip them will cause things to manifest in other areas of life and we'll eventually have to go through it. It really hurts and the pain is not an exaggeration and it is valid I wish you well

 
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