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The suicidal thoughts are coming back. I can feel it.

Nobody will notice though. It's not like it matters.
It's not worth it man, shit gets better eventually. Trust me
Yeah same here. Ive been trying to play the new Ghost Recon but I don't get much time with my work and lately Ive been getting on here a lot more in my free time for some reason
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That's understandable. Hopefully you can manage to put a few more hours in though!
Yeah, the weather has been messing up my work lately so I might just be lazy and binge on some gaming tomorrow
JarJarBoom · 41-45, F
The only suggestion is if you are severely struggling with thoughts call somebody or the suicide helpline
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Serenitree · F
Well, we are noticing. How can we ease you through this bad time?
How far do these thoughts go?

Are they just general thoughts? "I want to die" ?

Or are they specific? "This is how I plan to kill myself" ?

Do you have any support system in place, in case you get too close to going through with your plan? Someone to call?

Mar. 15/17
12:54 am
EDT
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They're general thoughts. And I have no support structure.
Serenitree · F
@KiwiDan: as I am in a different country in a different part of the world, I don't know anything about what might be available to you. We have help groups here. Like this, for instance
https://www.chatzy.com/suicide#0

Mar. 15/17
1:40 am
EDT
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@Serenitree: Thanks
jerseygirl73 · 51-55, F
Your feelings matter and you matter!!! Find someone and have them hug you!
jerseygirl73 · 51-55, F
Had to add the beach cuz it is a happy place for me. What is your happy place?
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Thanks. And I don't have a happy place, since everything I enjoy I've been flat out told is a waste of time and money.
jerseygirl73 · 51-55, F
Nothing is a waste of time if it makes you happy. People have no right to try and take happiness from you or anyone...try to not let people have that kind of power over you. It took me a long time to figure out that I matter the most and that loving me is important. Now I know in my heart that no one can take that from me. I am really sorry you have so much pain and hurt KiwiDan. It is not fair!!!
Nyanperona · 26-30, T
I know its hard hang in there. Just remeber you are important and you do matter. What ever i can do to help let me know? I know if it wasnt for some people id be worse than i am now.
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I'm one of those people who really wants someone to talk to all the time, and then is too boring to actually keep that person around, which really fucks me over. Also, I like hugs :)
Nyanperona · 26-30, T
@KiwiDan: *hugs* i know its over the internet but i hope it helps. well if you ever need to talk you more than welcome to message me.
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@Nyanperona: *hugs back* thanks. It's pretty much what I need at a time like this, internet or not.
Rusham · M
Of course you matter..
https://depression.org.nz/about-us/
And check out John Kirwan's YouTube video
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=jhTDOyyBuqU
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Thank you
Rusham · M
Feel free to inbox me Dan
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Thanks
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I'm a mother.... if it was possible.. I'd reach out and hug you tight.. your existence matters... it may not feel like it today but it will in time... it will.. just hang on...
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Thanks
The suicidal thoughts are never far from my mind. Do you do drugs?
Well there's your problem. Find a bag of weed and see what the results are. It keeps me alive sometimes.
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No
All right, just trying to help.
ScarletWitch · 26-30, F
Take your meds.
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@ScarletWitch: She has three children, the oldest of which is me. Yet, I'm the only one who gets abused like that.
ScarletWitch · 26-30, F
Cant u leave?
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I can't afford to move out.
iFaye · 26-30, F
Of course it matters. Take a deep breath and sleep it off.
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Before giving me advice like that, maybe consider where I live and remember that it's evening here. Not even 6pm.
iFaye · 26-30, F
You're just making excuses. You could do better @KiwiDan:
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Impractical at best.
itsok · 31-35, F
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Hi :)
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People like you are the reason I'm in this situation. So how about not being a fucking dipshit and actually help.
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jerseygirl73 · 51-55, F
@KiwiDan: Good for you for deleting whatever it was that they wrote. Some people have no respect and are just complete A-HOLES!!!!!!!!!!!

 
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