All he asked was a bunch of questions.Like what I will do, how Ill raise a baby in the house. All the many things I think about on a daily basis, but the last thing I want to think about before bed.
I know he means well. But still. He asked if it was consensual and I couldn't really tell him. I haven't been able to talk about it over the phone as much.Its like a knot in my throat, and I almost cried my eyes out when I said it was consensual when I know its clearly not.But Im so confused and I hate myself.
I dont want to talk about it to him. I feel like everything is falling apart and I just want to relax.I just wanted to forget a little bit before bed but I cant even do that