More sadness and pain. This guy has just done this

He video chatted 21 days in a row until he didn't want to and was no longer sexually attracted to me. He now refers to video chatting as making an effort and he suspiciously picked a time where he would have to go quickly! He was sat in the dark as was I. He did that before when we weren't arguing though picking that strange time where he would have to go. We planned to do something sexual I think he was trying get out of it. When that was planned he was just trying to appease me. He knows that's what I wanted to hear.

His excuse for not video chatting keeps changing. One minute it was busy with family, next he was waiting for me to ask him for once, next it was he was trying build more of a friendship instead of doing sexual stuff. It's all lies, it's so obvious. "Not everyone has free time." You had enough free time the 21 days straight you found me attractive! He had free time to show off his stupid Pokemon shit or record some stupid YouTube vid.

I keep thinking he would miss me but he doesn't or he would have asked to cam.