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Are you able to look at yourself and your actions and admit the truth to yourself?

I think my worst flaws are I can’t trust anyone. I’m always afraid and ashamed of things so I never even speak of them. I could be jealous when I still cared about anything or anyone. And I’m just too hurt like a feral animal sometimes.
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I have incredibly low self esteem and I believe I am unlovable so I attract people incapable of loving me. I get jealous because I am insecure. I suffer from depression and I isolate myself because of it. I am full of anxiety and I am often moody because of that. I also don't trust anyone and when someone starts to get too close to me I pull away to protect myself.
SW-User
All things I can relate to except pulling away. You are lovable though. You are extremely sweet and kind .@SW-User
SW-User
@SW-User Thank you it's hard wired into me I guess because all that I have loved have not loved me in return even my parents.
SW-User
I understand. Mine were the same. @SW-User
SW-User
Absolutely...I'm usually more critical and painting a harsher picture of myself than I need to be. I can know and admit I've fucked up even when I'm well on my way to fucking up again, lol. I guess there's a certain feeling I'm after but I keep choosing the same messed up road again and again.
celine211 · 22-25, F
You don't trust ppl, I'm assuming because of something that ppl did to you ..so how is that your flaw if its a consequence of someone else's actions?
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I try to take responsibility for myself. I am only me now so I work on it.@celine211
celine211 · 22-25, F
@SW-User And you should but hell no, i ain't taken responsibility for the damage that has been done to me, the only thing that should be done is maybe heal from it but not see it as a flaw, cause yea it wasn't your fault others wronged you(based on my assumptions)
SW-User
Yes. I've realized some harsh truths about myself over the years, and that made me really not like who I am as a person. I'm changing, though, so it's all good.
SW-User
That’s great:) Good for you. @SW-User
Beatbox34 · 31-35, M
Yes and truth be told just because of that I question my existence. I wonder when it will all end. I really want to put an end to it.
SW-User
I am very sorry you feel this way. I hope it changes.@Beatbox34
Beatbox34 · 31-35, M
@SW-User Thank you for your condolence.
yes, i can, which is why i loathe myself.
SW-User
What if you just give yourself a break and love yourself? :) you’re human. I bet all the good you are outweigh the difficult parts.@gobacktoyourroomandstudy
Trio57 · 41-45, M
Yes I can and you should not be ashamed.
Yes, I AM able to look at myself. I don't do it often enough. It's easier to fall back into addictive behaviors and get lost in those, like my being on SW so much instead of working on healing.
MartinTheFirst · 22-25, M
I'm too dependant on what others think of what I do for being someone who is so sociably unattractive. It nearly always ends up in disappointment no matter how much time I spent on making something.
SW-User
People think in black and white and art is rainbow:) From what I’ve seen the things you create are are very artistic. Feel bad for them for being grey and proud that you’re in color . @MartinTheFirst
MartinTheFirst · 22-25, M
@SW-User thank you, that puts a smile on my face.
SW-User
You are very welcome :)@MartinTheFirst

 
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