This isn’t really a question!

I’ve felt so low today and I’m still feeling low tonight. I just needed to express this fact. All I want to do right now is sleep and lucid dream. So I can be somewhat in control of my existence. But I can’t complain. It could be worse & I'm grateful for all I have. The horrible thing is that depression doesn’t need a reason. It does what it does just because & with no warning.

I have to stay strong and try to remind myself that this feeling is not my forever. Tomorrow or some other day soon will be a better day. The black cloud of lowness isn’t forever. I do have good days too.

Have a fantastic night all. X