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Why do I feel like I'm in a hole I can't get out of

Even when I'm doing things that normally make me happy, they don't. I hate feeling lonely, but I don't like people. I hate feeling so down. I feel like a ticking time bomb ready to explode, and the only one who can calm me isn't here. I hate everything. I hate me, I hate life. I just want all the pain to go away.
rckt148 · 61-69, M
you should let someone know
you said the key word in my book
Ticking time bomb that needs calmed down ,if you can't do it yourself
then you should speak to someone
IF in the event you feel you could be a harm to yourself or others
Dial 911 and tell who ever answers just that ,
We need to take this more serious ,to many kids are dying
rckt148 · 61-69, M
@HalfBloodPrince you don't need to be suicidal to need help
I am not an advocate to meds when people don't need them
but when we are unable to control our own actions and tempers ,
a simple pill could be all thats needed to fix the problem
a chemical imbalance is not mental illness ,but it can lead to one left untreated
I am only concerned for your well being at this point
speaking to you as if you were my daughter or granddaughter (I know I'm not ) but I do care ,you are a human being ,therefor I am your keeper in a sense
I can speak with you if that would help and I don't mind
but if you were my girl I would still want to understand the problem
HalfBloodPrince · 22-25, F
@rckt148 I doubt you'd have time to listen to all my problems
rckt148 · 61-69, M
@HalfBloodPrince I am sorry I took so long responding to your reply
you might be surprised the time I would clear up for you ,and what I am willing to listen to .
As one who has a disease that ate away at my spine for 20 yrs while doctors sent me to this shrink and even put me in a lock down ward myself be cause I was grieving and had no appetite to eat ,I guess it caused a heart attack and once I was stable ,they shipped me off saying I was trying to starve myself to death ,,
So I get not being heard ,so ,I am now willing to be your sounding board .
One willing to listen if you think that can help you in anyway ,
I would not have reached out to you if I didn't care .
you have but to PM me and see how far I am willing to go .
I am going to be straight up with you so you get where I am at .
I have been up about 24 hours now ,around 9 am and its 5 here now
my daughter is coming to get me to work on an engine I am actually to tired and in to much pain to deal with ,but getting things done for people I love is what I do ,even when I have to pray for the strength .
but if you send me a PM ,and I get it before I try to get a few hours sleep ,
You will have my undivided attention until I fall asleep on you or my daughter shows up ,
But after I have the engine back together ,and I get a nap
I will answer your pm and hope we can connect ,and then you will have my undivided attention ,,best offer I have but its an offer I don't make lightly
I am willing to listen .
ButterFly2023 · 18-21, M
Just listen to NIN. I did during that phase. Not sure it helped but I didn't feel so alone.
HalfBloodPrince · 22-25, F
@ButterFly2023 idk what NIN is
ButterFly2023 · 18-21, M
I'll help out, nothing describes pain better (in my opinion):

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yVpw1SwJRBI

 
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