I give up , :( I have pushed myself to try and act like nothing is bothering me for too long , my foster home & school is enough to push me over edge 馃槶馃槶馃槶
Soz to hear. Idk your situation but I can just say you need to go in search for that one thing/ goal in life. What is that thing?
Maybe you're good at singing so concentrate most time on that? I don't mean to sound funny!! But just an example. Maybe you like education see how far that takes you?
You Feel this way as you have not yet explored yourself. Hope I don't sound like a teacher!
Bye take care. But search that ONE thing in you life. Work on it.
Stop pretending. That's the first thing you have to do. The second thing you have to do is to not let others hold expectations on you. You're the one who should hold expectations on yourself, for your own sake, not theirs. Those two things helped me out of the pit you're stuck in right now.