I Am a Big Romantic And Very Affectionate

My boyfriend means everything to me. He's my home and even though I know that my life doesn't revolve around him, I don't know what to do with myself when he goes away even if it is just for a little while. I love the way he looks into my eyes with that slightly goofy smile on his face. I love sleeping next to him and stealing his warmth on cold nights. I love it when he lies on my lap or when I lie on his and he pats my head or rubs my back and belly. I love to watch him fall asleep. I love it when he leaves me tea in the morning and kisses my head before he goes while I'm still half-asleep. I love to irritate him and argue over stupid things. I love it when we lie in bed and talk about things before going to sleep.
As much as he can frustrate and annoy me and as many times as he can be a bit hurtful, it'll never outweigh how much he cares about me or how he makes me feel.
I wish I could still muster up a love poem for him or make romantic gestures but my heart is too filled with love that it chokes out my words with feelings that seem too incomprehensible to utter.
All I know is that I love him with all my being and that it's agony when he's away for too long.