I Suffer From Severe Depression

Tried practicing my archery today because I was so depressed then I missed and the damn arrow hit the ground and I just dropped my bow and fell to my knees and broke down right in the middle of the forest. This depression Is winning against me. Ruining my mind causing me to push away good people so they don't see how messed up I am. I just sat their on the ground bawling my eyes out like a weak coward messing with the arrows in my quiver. My dog came and sensed I was upset so she just put her head in my lap and whined. Naga senses her master is in pain as most dogs do. We just sat their in silence as I accepted that my mind has finally been broken 😔😔😔😔😔😔😔😔 I wish things could go back to how they were before but nobody wants to be around someone as broken as me. It spreads. Plus I'm already weakened from.my stress levels this just adds to the list.