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I Lose Myself In Music

Or perhaps it is that I find myself in music... I am never quite certain. The truth is I wouldn't know myself without music. It is through music that I am finally free.

My biggest problem in life is that I do not know how to switch off. I am constantly other thinking every tiny detail of everything I say and do. I have to always keep a mask up in the presence of others... Which is all the time lately. I never relax and I never let go. Ninety percent of the time I am a complete nervous wreck... Until I listen to music.

For that brief moment in time I am completely absorbed into the music. And I can allow myself to let go. And I can allow myself to feel again. I remember who it is that I am and what truly matters to me; and everything else falls away. Nothing matters but the music... And I am happy. And I am free.

I have lost myself - my sanity - in music and in music I have found myself again. It is my everything... It is the air that I breathe. It's the only thing that still makes me feel alive.

 
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