I am struggling!

I don't know when this will get end! And my dreams will come true!
I don't get time to think about myself... Such trap i am in... Whether these are home responsibilities or what.... But why my life is not going simply as other people are going...
From childhood i struggled for small small things that i can get easily... As other people with me getting everything easily....
I was not poor, i am not poor but when i needed... There was nothing...why
I can just trust on god because these things are out of my control! Definitely god have better plans for me!