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Does that make me any less of a person?

I used to use drugs, I liked banging coke for a while. I didn't sell my soul or end up in the streets. I did not have a full on addiction. I just don't feel like I am able to discuss this part of my life because doing drugs is not a favorable attribute. I don't know that I regret it either. It was just something that I did. That part of my life is behind me now and I have no future plans of using again, but sometimes I just want to talk about it, it's like my deep dark secret and no one knows about it. It is a part of me that I keep hidden, and maybe that is the problem, I don't like to keep secrets. Not like everyone needs to know but yeah.
I don't feel like there should be any shame in talking about that. Though it may be a taboo topic. I feel like people should be able to (I guess they are not able to now because of social stigma) talk more openly about such things. I feel when things are considered socially reprehensible people feel more of a need to take part in things that are socially stigmatized and that makes it much harder to break from addiction. I've had people in my family who have done drugs and I think the best thing to do is to be there for them like you were when they didn't do drugs. Let them talk about their experiences if they want to and don't bite them when they do.

But to answer your question, though it may have been hypothetically, no it doesn't make you less of a person. If anything it has probably made you more openminded and accepting but that's just my opinion.
I think this is something to be proud of. I’m proud of you. Please do share your story, as it is a good story of triumph. It may help others on drugs, see that it can be done. It would be most helpful if you wrote a book about your life, as this is a major accomplishment.
lovingdead · 31-35, M
in my opinion owning up to past sections of your life make you more of a person, it may make you less like the majority of society today, but they don't seem very "people" like to me.

share, talk, express. stories deserve to be told
FreeSpirit1 · 51-55, F
The mid to late 90s was a cocaine blurred time for me. I dont run from it or feel any shame. I was young and working in a strip club so it was everywhere...just another chapter of life
FreeSpirit1 · 51-55, F
chuck7882 · 61-69, M
@FreeSpirit1 I always found you to be extremely sexy
FreeSpirit1 · 51-55, F
@chuck7882 thanks chuck
Fernie · F
Why keep this a secret? You should announce proudly that you had the strength to stop...that could help others
Fernie · F
@mljenkins I tried to drink and drug away my problems for 20 years then I stopped and I could not be more proud of me...and I proudly tell my story when it's appropriate and folks are quite impressed. I have no shame anymore...and you should not either. What you did saved your own life.
mljenkins · 51-55, F
@Fernie congratulations with your success! How much clean time do you have? I have 2 years 6 months
Fernie · F
@mljenkins 10 years for me...life is so much better. 2.5 years is excellent!!! Congratulations !!!
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I did drugs when I was young and drinking. When I quit drinking I only used cannabis. When I quit using tobacco I only used cannabis. So now it is just caffeine and cannabis for me. No cocaine since 89. No meth. No snack. No nothin' but cannabis.
SW-User
Well. I didn't dabble in drugs, yet your life is likely far better than mine so meh.🤷‍♂️
mljenkins · 51-55, F
@SW-User I didn't say my life was bad, but what makes your life not better than mine?
SW-User
@mljenkins Many things I don't wish to discuss. But yeah, I wish I lived a little more in my younger years.
PotPrincess1 · 36-40, M
I think most people dabble in drugs at some stage. Good times!
Mk8155 · M
Glad you kept your mind straight and stopped
You’re not obligated to share any part of your past that you don’t choose to. But [b]everybody[/b] has one. And people experiment with various things during their lives. Your experiences with drugs are not uncommon at all, and you didn’t become an addict, you put it aside and moved on with your life. It’s very admirable and speaks to your strength. Nothing to be ashamed of.

 
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