If you had ...

I've done this.
Didn't send it, but i did write it.

I started by saying i hoped she was well and that she had found a life where she was happy.
I went on to explain how sorry i was that we hadn't worked out at the time we were together and though i was angry at the time because of the choices she was making and the direction she wanted to go in, i did at least understand why.

Sorry I finger-banged you in the doorway of your mom’s apartment. I was young dumb and horny.

You left me with a broken heart. thanks because the love i have now far exceeds than the worthless dream I had with you. She is 100 times the woman you are.

Why do you hate me so much? You know after 8 years, my feelings for you still the same

My first love? I wouldn't write anything. It's in the past and I was immature and so was he. 🙄

Please don't let me go because we are perfection together. 💙

I'm sorry.