Another day abstaining from opiates *smiles*

I'm staying clear of the pain pills again today, and things are going pretty good. I worked long hard hours this week at work, and I have tomorrow off. I can't say that I am free of all substance today, of course I still smoke my weed all day long, and currently tucking into a glass of wine and getting my chill on this evening, although the cannabis is not something I'd ever want to quit, and I do not have a problem with liquor. I hardly ever drink to get drunk, cause it makes me so sick that it's just a turn off to me to do so.

Anyways.. I'm still proud that I said no to codeine & morphine again today.

I just want my serenity back. I used to know what that felt like. To wake up each day and not NEED something to feel good, to just.. already feel content enough just to be alive and breathing. *cries* I want that again.


My next goal towards health is to stop smoking cigarettes as well.