Do you ever get the feeling that you traded one form of hell for another?

Oh i see. Everything ok?

@Shutterbug: I don't think you do. No, but I am off to work. We could chat privately later if you wish. I need to vent. I spoke to diablesse. But I would like a man's point of view. Thank you for caring, friend.

Of course! :)

And, looking back, would you not have been better to get out alive? And far earlier? I wish to know...

No, you have the choice to get out. Why don't you change it?

And what will you do to change this?

@PoetryNEmotion: i am still trying to decide on that.

@Sharon4now: Don't waste years nor tears. You cannot recapture time. And tears? Well, you don't need to shed anymore. I wish you luck.