I’ve been nervous lately

I’m starting classes soon, I’m scared that I’ll once again drop out, or just stop going, and lose this scholarship I have, which IS NOT a choice I have, I NEED this. But sometimes we lose motivation, or become depressed, and things become difficult in life, and they all make it harder to accomplish anything relatively important. I’ve had too many fallouts to take another, I got this shit in the bag bitches, we’re gonna do this once and for all,

only way from rock bottom is up or whateva gay shit they said

anyways this is basically for myself to keep reading over when I want to quit, but if you read all of this I love you