What did you turned into after being hurt and betrayed so many times? I became an uncaring heartless hoe that looks for material things and money and

I broke.

And was tempted to become the very thing that broke me.

But I'm slowly Remebering and feeling who I was.
And I'll be FUCKED if ANYONE is going to wreck the person that I was, and the morals tjat I hold.
No matter what they steal, break, say - I'll never lower myself to become anything like they are.

Material happiness is a lonely path.
Experiences and connections with the ones you love last forever.

I'd rather be poor and loved, than rich and lonely.

some times the player is the one being played..

Yeah. I feel that. Except you know, the rational inverse.

But my conclusion is different. It's not so much about switching to using people before they use you or manipulating in order to get what you want so much as it is not being a pushover and being able to protect yourself and endure hardship or betrayal while minimizing the possibility, imo.

That said, manipulation is just a tool like any other, and it's pretty important in day-to-day living. As long as it's used for good of all parties involved and not existential antagonism towards life and cynicism for the opposite gender. I'm stronger and smarter than that, but I would be lying if I said I didn't feel that compulsion and....recoil.

Nice to see honesty but hope that changes for you.

Pos

Nothing, I'm still the same person I was before. Just find it harder to trust and open up to people.

I became someone who hates himself and who doesn't let that many people get too close.

I just lost the ability to trust others and have any hope in them.

Damn! True story. I wish people were kinder god damn!

LMFAO sound like my sister

With the exception of “hoe”; the same thing

I turned into a murderer.

Sad