Its terrifying to have nobody to turn to for anything and doing everything alone

It can be. But sometimes you're put in a position where you just have to help yourself. Sometimes people will just disappear especially when you're going through a hardship. You have to be your support, hype man and biggest fan Sometimes.

But there's nothing wrong with reaching out for help when you need it. Sometimes you find support online and there are certain channels you can go through to get help offline.

Just never give up on yourself or let dark thoughts consume you.

You find someone to connect with. He/she is out there. There are signs, everywhere.🤗

I'd say join a community thing..get out amongst the people

gosh I know how that feels but I cannot offer any easy solutions

Fake it til you make it.

i know exactly how this feels, when my mother died some years ago I felt completely alone and I did think about ending it all. Dont do that, go and meet people, talking and laughter is the best remedy. Take one day at a time...there is always hope 🤗

Church maybe?