I’m not ok

i keep thinking of how easy it would be to kill myself right now. When I think about actually going through with it I feel at ease. Like “yeah, see? Just do that and everything will be fine. You won’t have to worry about anything anymore” and the temptation is sweeter than sugar. Sweeter than sugar. Knowing that I have a way out...

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TheOneyouwerewarnedabout · 41-45, MVIP

ya know its permanent solution to a temporary problem

Knucklez · 31-35, M

You mean the permanent solution to every problem @TheOneyouwerewarnedabout

Deadcutie · 18-21, F

What if you are wrong? What if you feel pain after death, you’re really fucked then...

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Knucklez · 31-35, M

I did that myself! We all did!@Deadcutie

Deadcutie · 18-21, F

@Knucklez you’re still here so I find that hardly conclusive

Knucklez · 31-35, M

See I didn’t have to. No one did. They didn’t. But it did anyway @Deadcutie

Mindful · 56-60, F

I’m sorry Knuckles. I struggle with diabetes and it brings some seriously depressing thiughts. someone shared an interesting video with me I will share it with you. The links my lead to something helpful, brb

Knucklez · 31-35, M

I’ll be waiting @Mindful

Mindful · 56-60, F

Hope this link works [youtube=https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ChTnwpkCMhg]

Knucklez · 31-35, M

I’ll give anything a shot. Thank you @Mindful

Mindful · 56-60, F

It’s interesting at least@Knucklezlisten to it a second time, but with your eyes closed Letting your mind/spirit absorb the meaning

Mindful · 56-60, F

I guess it didn’t help?

DDonde · 31-35, M

You have to fight the delusion. It IS a delusion.

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Knucklez · 31-35, M

Dying will not erase me from existence. Dying will, however, turn me into an unthinking, unfeeling, pile of guck in the ground. I will still exist, just as a corpse. You’re going to have to be a little more direct with the point you were trying to make, I have a feeling I missed it @DDonde

DDonde · 31-35, M

@Knucklez Your corpse is not you.

Knucklez · 31-35, M

@DDonde I cant and I don’t

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