Do you feel the ever feel this way?

When I being to feel this way, I start to question what it is that I ought to be doing. Sometimes it helps me refocus my thoughts and energy. Other times it aides in depressing the hell out of me.
I live too quiet of a life.

I'll tell you I don't feel like that but I don't usually get weekends off.

Although when I'm off at the weekend like most normal workers, it's so depressing. I never or rarely do anything as I'm usually studying or doing my own thing.

Its a sad time, weekends.. Fridays through Sunday are not fun for me

Indeed, I definitely feel sometimes like the proverbial lab rat spinning in a wheel. However, I guess we all do. If you suffer from depression (as do countless around the globe), the road ahead is often dark and winding.

However, you've made it over 6 decades now, so that shows you're a strong individual who doesn't give up easily. That's one great thing about our SW community: we are stronger together. Strength really [i]is[/i] in numbers. Keep reaching out to us and we will do our best to help.

Playing in a forum with people at least 40 years younger than you is probably why you long for death
Why are you here? Playing with immature kids?
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