Do you like belly rubs?

@becca00f in a way yes.. while I don’t really enjoy his touches, I enjoy the feelings I feel from the sadomasochistic conflict within me.. the awkwardness, shame, humiliation, and disgust I feel as he does these things to me, and my inner self that forces myself to endure them... basicaly I’m getting off on the humiliation, not his actual contact

@Deadcutie thats a hard way to get enjoyment

@becca00f for me it’s axulirating