How do you grieve the death of someone who meant the world to you

Thats a tough one ,and for me only time gets me past it
Like any loss it hurts
A break up is worse to me
with a death they did not intend to leave you ,most don't get to chose their time
Divorce is the same pain of loss
But you also have to live knowing they didn't care that you would feel that way
I handle a death much easier
Though I did just lose a best friend /cousin / bass player
Music was our lives ,,Now everything will remind me
We did ever good cover you can name for the last 30 plus years
Rock ,Metal ,country ,R&B ,pretty much everything reminds me he's gone

Slowly and painfully.

Alcohol 🍺