What part of your life would be better if it were more free-flowing, more like water?

I have ups and downs ,but its more about others that test the patience of my kids
But I could get carried away with wants ,
but to be honest were my life much better than it is now
I would find someway to screw it up .so I'm not complaining
not pushing my blessings
I am grateful for where I am at .
Now the right lady to share it with would be perfect
but if its meant to be ,it will happen
But I already have my hearts desire ,,I am loved ,,I now have a family

The good times.