So my dad died on January 2nd.

That’s terrible ! I’m so sorry for your tragic loss . Grief is tough ! I lost my parents 3 mo apart ... and I cherished them . Daddy just couldn’t live without Mom. And his will to live life left when she did . That was his choice and thankfully he just passed in the night . They were married 60 years .
When you consider that what happened was inevitable , it’s easier to accept and then focus on who they were . It’s neen 18 years and I still miss them like itbwas yesterday ... but I’ve accepted it . They are always with me and their wisdom that the passed to me Guides me . There’s no magic pill, just get up and get on with your life

I'm sorry for your loss. You don't have to figure it out right away, just give yourself some time to grieve. You'll know what's right for you.

grieving its one of those situations that has no rules, no rule as to how you should feel, how long you should feel it.there are 5 stages they dont always in order ,and not everyone feels all 5 ,like i said its a one on one between you and the loved one past. there is no wrong way , take care english

It's a pretty big gift to be that close to your dad. Most people are not

I'm so sorry, I know exactly what you're going through, lost my dad in my 20's was hard as hell. Missing him never goes away, the pain will get better. I wish you well through your struggles ☹

hugs. I'm so sorry.

Don;t expect yourself to know right away. Be careful with yourself. And I'm so sorry you have to feel this sort of pain already.

I'm so sorry for your loss. This can't be an easy thing to deal with. I believe it will get better in time. I hope it does.

I know exactly how that feels. I still dream about my parents.

Dad would want you to live life to the fullest.. Go to school, get a job, make new friends..

Carry-on is all you can do. Just from now on every thing you do. .. do for him, he is right there with you

maybe you can start working at Starbucks, you can make a lot of friends and they play nice music to make you feel happy

Work to pay the bill's. And you may find your true love to start your own family

Sorry to hear it. I think grieving takes time. I suggest you go easy on yourself.

I'm sorry for your loss. It will be hard, but you'll get through it.

It's awfully sad and so recent. So sorry.

:( I'm so sorry.

I’m so sorry. 😞

( Hugs )