Do you fake smile to people?

To everyone. Because it’s easier than to spill it all out. Most wouldn’t care to hear it anyway and would rather just see the fake smile.

i don’t want them to know i’m plotting their deaths

Only for pictures.

Sometimes.... I deal with pain often and it gets tiring explaining that I'm fine otherwise and sometimes I'm just having an off day

No. There is love in my heart I can draw from to smile

Yes, so they won't gossip about why I'm sad.

Use to now I can’t be bothered

Its just manners.

Yes

Mhm. A lot of reasons