Don't you feel free sometimes thinking of your suffocated relationships you had.. I feel so free now

My relationships are generally quite loose. I usually let go as soon as I feel some confinement or restraint.
I understand your feelings though. Yes relationships can be suffocating. Glad you got rid of that.

Yes. Anytime I got away from someone that made me walk on eggshells was very freeing, even if that was not my first emotion at the time.

{@donotfolowme] yes it must make you think why did you torture yourself and not done it earlier

Actually i was the suffocating one...

Yes, so much better...

The first thing I noticed after 20 years of marriage was the quiet. Zero bitching.

I'll let you know once I get in to one first.