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Drunk with joy!!!

Remember yesterday's post where I was wondering whether to drive and give him a kitkat because he was sad?
Well... turns out I had to go to his side of town for some work. He told me then to come and visit the office. I was planning on giving them a Christmas cake anyway, so I thought I would do it today.
I reached the office at 5:30 and stayed till 8:30 pm. Three precious hours with him under the same roof.
Most of the time I sat next to him while he worked and chatted. Spoke to the others every now and then.
He was the same. The office has a new dartboard and we played there together. He teased and I teased. It was sweet. He showed me the pics from his brothers wedding reception.
It's crazy how I feel like a teenager when I am with him. Just blabbering stuff. The butterflies in the stomach while driving to the office at the thought of meeting him...
We clicked our first selfie with just the both of us together.
While leaving... I hugged him a merry Christmas. Man, he has the tenderest hands.
And I was oh so SO happy.
Came home and told mum the update. Told her I hugged him. She wasn't happy about that. Basically she just wants to protect me because she doesn't know if he feels what I feel. And she doesn't want me to get hurt. She doesn't want to open the door to temptation.
Mom is being a bit too cautious but she is my mum. I am her first concern.
I had discussed this with him before... and so I clarified it again. Awkward but whatever.
She says I should just live my life and do my thing and not pine over him. In the future if it's meant to be, she won't have any objections.
The best part of it all was when at night, I switched off the light to go to sleep, I could see my favourite constellation, Orion, shining right above me. The best ending to a beautiful day.
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Heretodaygonetomorrow · 26-30, F
@joeblow nope. He has not hurt me before. I won't say he ever really went out of the way for me but he has always been warm. And... the same. In my past experiences, after some time, guys have changed their colours and turned out to be totally different from what they portrayed themselves to me. And that hurt me immensely. He has been the same from March. Not perfect. He has never portrayed himself to be anything more than he is. I like that about him.
Mum just wants an assurance that maybe this is permanent. Also, he hasn't been that vocal about his own affection for me. So she does not want me to fall head over heels in love when he hasn't said anything of that sort.
She just wants me to take things slow :)
And there is wisdom in that :)
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Heretodaygonetomorrow · 26-30, F
Good job, and thank you for sharing. 🙂

 
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