Ya'll know what's a really, really difficult feeling to deal with?

When you suddenly realize that a lot of why it ended was probably your own damn fault. And you missed all the times the other person was trying to tell you and you just wouldn't listen for whatever stupid reason. Especially when everything else was amazing. When you gave them everything they ever wanted but not the one thing they [i]needed[/i]. It's hard not to beat yourself to a pulp over it, isn't it?

le sigh