I Hate Myself

Because I don't care about people. I wish I did. I wish I didn't take them for granted. Even when I say this, it isn't coming from a state of regret. I know fully that it's not right to take them for granted. But I still do. And I don't know, but I sometimes think they don't deserve to know someone like me. They deserve a better person. But, here I am and so are they.