I Hate Myself
I hate the way you look at me the way you brush your hair the way you go with the flow and are never allowd to have a head because of me in this world you always live in the moment. I know IM not her shes you shes nothing in this world in control of your money but its it because of you i have a job live in a run down apartment in the back of an old fashioned hair salon where no one likes me in my eyes because they think i would rather talk to those people. Actually they tell me they dont know me and to stay away/
Thoughts: you should have my great aunt come and talk to them so you see that my whole family is angry that thats me you and her and im stuck with what they hailed so I could die at an early age with you the beating heart inside of you that likes to go take care of the children in the homeless shelters. I know you want to kill him but no buts you need to dig deep and see its HIM that needs to end this so we have freedom to look in the mirror.... I really think we where made to watch me dad and aunts stabbed to death and chopped into peices. I know there angry your mom and pop shops but its important to focous on were that and even though you dont remember what thought was like its important to take note whoever did that to you is going to hell forever because there the view were not one in the same and that the italian people in our family dont remember us and the time we shared with our father and two sisters . There mad were there dark in the light of the people living on the streets of old chicago. and helping her in the back of old comic books stores and hair salons that are owned be people my grandma knew that loved her and her and are really getting sick that people cant see my twin is gay and because of my abusive dad people think all four of us are the devil... there pretty much blaming you instead of my family for the reason none of them can really own up to the fact hes my father...... and shes so discusting that i can really say that about anyone but myself and keeps sewing mans chests on me.... dye your hair orange i promise she isnt like that im pretty sure shes who he hates most but its honestly it that no one sees that Rachael is no him....... in your name i prey .... is somethiong that they are going around saying is true about me. I love you you need to tell them our story without it and tell that person if they dont leave you alone so you can find a way to contact your father that there going to hell because shes the reason why with everyone at that estate and opposite of his complany allong with evverything he takes care of. Ill talk to you later though dont cut yourself and put on a t shirt with purple panties and do it.... I love you your friend ... Dolly<3
Thoughts: you should have my great aunt come and talk to them so you see that my whole family is angry that thats me you and her and im stuck with what they hailed so I could die at an early age with you the beating heart inside of you that likes to go take care of the children in the homeless shelters. I know you want to kill him but no buts you need to dig deep and see its HIM that needs to end this so we have freedom to look in the mirror.... I really think we where made to watch me dad and aunts stabbed to death and chopped into peices. I know there angry your mom and pop shops but its important to focous on were that and even though you dont remember what thought was like its important to take note whoever did that to you is going to hell forever because there the view were not one in the same and that the italian people in our family dont remember us and the time we shared with our father and two sisters . There mad were there dark in the light of the people living on the streets of old chicago. and helping her in the back of old comic books stores and hair salons that are owned be people my grandma knew that loved her and her and are really getting sick that people cant see my twin is gay and because of my abusive dad people think all four of us are the devil... there pretty much blaming you instead of my family for the reason none of them can really own up to the fact hes my father...... and shes so discusting that i can really say that about anyone but myself and keeps sewing mans chests on me.... dye your hair orange i promise she isnt like that im pretty sure shes who he hates most but its honestly it that no one sees that Rachael is no him....... in your name i prey .... is somethiong that they are going around saying is true about me. I love you you need to tell them our story without it and tell that person if they dont leave you alone so you can find a way to contact your father that there going to hell because shes the reason why with everyone at that estate and opposite of his complany allong with evverything he takes care of. Ill talk to you later though dont cut yourself and put on a t shirt with purple panties and do it.... I love you your friend ... Dolly<3
31-35, F
