I Am a Gay Man

If you've read any o my other stories you know I came from a pretty sexually active home life - whether or not that affected my gender preference, I don't know - all I do know is that from a very young age, I always was fascinated with guys genitalia - all were different, reacted slightly different to stimulation, and their 'owners' all looked at their 'little buddy' differently. Girls - couldn't care less, didn't do anything for me at all.

I got brave enough to actually start playing around with my friends when I was about 8 - mind you by this time I'd been having sex in one form or another with either my dad, or my cousins (male) for some time. It got to the point that some of my better friends and I would do something sexual every time we got together. Whenever we did a sleep over, once the lights were out, we were doing something.

During summer, we'd be out in the woods just running around, and we'd have sex in one form or another -

Once I had joined a swim team, things didn't take long to heat up there either. Practices were closed, so we swam nude - and once the older boys discovered I liked to suck cock, it didn't take long until I had all of it I could want. When I got into college and got onto the team there, same thing - only there it was a lot more give & take - there were several of us that were clearly gay, and we'd regularly get together to cook something on the weekend, then have sex.

When I left school, the standard parental and societal pressures hit on me pretty good, and I eventually wound up getting married - which was disastrous, fell apart, and that's another whole story of its own.

I found my way back to being gay - not like I really quit - and couldn't be happier. Have a partner of now 19 years, love my life - so glad I came back.

They do the same thing to me. I mean its instant. as I put some thing up I get the Delete message.