I Want Someone I Can Tell Anything To

I want that friend. I need that friend. I want the raw conversations. I want to pour my heart into anothers hands.I want to scream and be cradled. I want answers. I want someone on my side. I want to sit at a coffee shop. I want to travel. I want a soulmate purely on an emotional level. I want 5 hour phone conversations. I need the cocoon of someone enveloping my pain.

My stomach churns, my heart twists, my lips tremble, my hands clench, my soul aches. I have no one.

I may be married, but you just can't tell them it all. You just can't.

I promise to that person, if they ever come, that I will give just as much as I will take. I promise it would not be one sided.