I Think You Must Be Depressed To Understand Depression

I've uncovered the fear I have been repressing. I was conditioned, groomed, controlled, programmed, and manipulated long enough. Mama bear hid in a cave as a cub, and absolutely refused to come out unless it felt safe again.
I'll be 51 soon, then my life will naturally blossom 🌲 👆. It's on auto pilot now like a roommate. Life is falling into place at wast.