Social Anxiety

If I wasn't invited places, I probably wouldn't go. I don't like big events especially extended family events. My immediate family is fine. If I go to a party and it begins to get crowded, I want to leave. I want a way out of all the people, the conversations, small talks, the sizing up that people seem to do. I also hate when there are people talking in the room and you're quiet. I prefer not to say anything in fears of it coming out wrong and then all eyes on me.