I Hate to Say Goodbye
A very small portion of you have been jerks, trolls, idiots and perverts. Most of you were decent people and to you I say goodbye and it's been interesting.
I've messed around with the idea of leaving since November and have been gone once for a month, once for 2 weeks and one time for 4 days but this time I have made the decision to pull the trigger and make it permanent and have marked my account for deletion.
I honestly don't believe I will be talked out of it like the last couple times. I just don't feel it here like I have in the past. I have enjoyed talking to a couple of you very much, but it just has been hollow and hadn't seemed like real connections and a little pointless to me.
I know I won't find better in the real world, it's why I'm here, but I'd rather be lonely there than lonely here I guess.
I've messed around with the idea of leaving since November and have been gone once for a month, once for 2 weeks and one time for 4 days but this time I have made the decision to pull the trigger and make it permanent and have marked my account for deletion.
I honestly don't believe I will be talked out of it like the last couple times. I just don't feel it here like I have in the past. I have enjoyed talking to a couple of you very much, but it just has been hollow and hadn't seemed like real connections and a little pointless to me.
I know I won't find better in the real world, it's why I'm here, but I'd rather be lonely there than lonely here I guess.