I Feel Alone

I have family surrounding me and a best friend I can call sister but yet I feel so alone. So empty inside, feeling a hole has just been rigged like magic and the pain does not go away and I can not sleep I cannot rest in peace I feel like throwing up all the time even though I am not sick I feel so alone. I was doing good one day and then in one sec everyone disappeared and I tried to hold it in but I couldn't do it anymore and I felt the worst feeling that I just started tearing for no reason. But I feel I'm alone here I feel so sick to my stomach and I need to have a conversation I need to have one I need it so bad I need to talk to someone who will respond back and not just listen but respond n can't do this I need a convo with someone

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SW-User

You sound depressed as fuck. Search a therapist and go on antidepressants.

vincent100 · 26-30, M

@SW-User nah I'm not going to get on that stuff I just need to talk to someone so bad

SW-User

@vincent100 Well, I hope for you that it ends well. Refusing pharmaceutical help is not smart. It seams to me that you have a depressed personality as in chronic depression. That is genetically. You cannot change it just by attitude . You need pharmaceuticals. Your brains don't produce enough serotonine. You need to supplement the serotonine. Might significantly improve your life and that from the people who are around you.

vincent100 · 26-30, M

@SW-User its not something that needs to be seen by doctor cuz how the hell is doctor going to control my feelings ?? I feel happy they said its ADHD its names to put on things I feel alone, feel I don't need to be seen by doctor its dumb what are the pills going to do get my sleepy ??

SW-User

@vincent100 if you say there is no problem with you, why make a post about it then? If you claim to not have any trouble in life that needs to be treated.

And no, pills are not going to make you sleepy. There are new versions that are very mild and work without you noticing any side effects.

You want help but if someone makes a suggestion you start to whine and cry. That's not how it's going to get solved. Be open for suggestions if you want to really be helped.

vincent100 · 26-30, M

Because I have do have problem and it's not depression depression is being sad all the time I'm not sad I feel alone I feel empty I feel nothing inside me but a dark hole taking over and I said I need someone to talk to I need to let my feelings out I need help but a conversation helps me I'm not sad, depressed, I feel I'm missing something or someone

SW-User

@vincent100 What you just described : feeling empty = a symptom of depression.

If you are depressed you don't have interest in doing fun activities, you feel lonely and empty all the time. That's what depression is. Depression takes on different forms..

vincent100 · 26-30, M

@SW-User But I'm not like I do want to do fun things but with my best friend but I can't, I feel I may lose her and even though she says I'm not going to lose her I feel scared for her and alone if she is not with me