I Feel Alone
Just a rant.
I already have depression and tons of other problems but to top it all off all of my friends and social life basically have dumped me
We used to spend days and nights together, they were a big part of why I looked forward to everyday and now they all just left.
One of them decided that I'm an idiot and cut me off, one of them dropped out of university and left the city because he can no longer afford living here and paying for his studies, one of them says hi to me occasionally and one of them used to be my roommate but we had a fight and fell off.
I don't make friends online, I never really felt comfortable doing so. My boyfriend is there for me but my former friends became sort of like my family and it's so hard seeing how bad things have become.馃ズ
And this isn't even my hometown so those people are all I really felt comfortable with.
I already have depression and tons of other problems but to top it all off all of my friends and social life basically have dumped me
We used to spend days and nights together, they were a big part of why I looked forward to everyday and now they all just left.
One of them decided that I'm an idiot and cut me off, one of them dropped out of university and left the city because he can no longer afford living here and paying for his studies, one of them says hi to me occasionally and one of them used to be my roommate but we had a fight and fell off.
I don't make friends online, I never really felt comfortable doing so. My boyfriend is there for me but my former friends became sort of like my family and it's so hard seeing how bad things have become.馃ズ
And this isn't even my hometown so those people are all I really felt comfortable with.
