I Feel Alone
I enjoy and hate being alone. I like it because I’ve always been a loner and feel comfortable by myself. But even I crave human contact, and through my blunders I’ve managed to wall everyone off. Everyone except my dog.
A phrase I’ve heard describes what I feel very well. It goes something like “I want to be by myself but not alone”.
Even on the internet I wall myself off. Often prefering to be a lurker instead of interacting. Often times when I do interact it goes unnoticed. I don’t intend to sound selfish or needing to be the center of attention but I’d like to be acknowledged every now and then.
I just feel so empty inside, nothing to hope for in my life, nothing satisfies me. Not satisfied in the quality of things in my life, but I don’t feel whole.
I’m hollow.
A phrase I’ve heard describes what I feel very well. It goes something like “I want to be by myself but not alone”.
Even on the internet I wall myself off. Often prefering to be a lurker instead of interacting. Often times when I do interact it goes unnoticed. I don’t intend to sound selfish or needing to be the center of attention but I’d like to be acknowledged every now and then.
I just feel so empty inside, nothing to hope for in my life, nothing satisfies me. Not satisfied in the quality of things in my life, but I don’t feel whole.
I’m hollow.
26-30, M