I Got Something To Say
When a warm heart turns cold
Everytime I thought of my childhood, memories of the beatings we the kids had to suffer through, the hunger are empty belly felt, the Christmas that never came, the love of a step father that had no love. When my mother pasted away last yr, I thought she finally has peace. May heart was cold towards him and I felt no pity that he was left alone. I started to get my mind back together and felt a little comfort in knowing that I didn't have to preteen to care just to see my mom, my heart was melting the ice that was there, today I was told he died last night, and tbh I could careless, but the way I feel is like the ice should remain a bit longer, because us kids have to dispose of the memories still in the house and I believe it is going to take a heart of ice to keep my head straight.
I just wanted to let out my feelings
Rick
Everytime I thought of my childhood, memories of the beatings we the kids had to suffer through, the hunger are empty belly felt, the Christmas that never came, the love of a step father that had no love. When my mother pasted away last yr, I thought she finally has peace. May heart was cold towards him and I felt no pity that he was left alone. I started to get my mind back together and felt a little comfort in knowing that I didn't have to preteen to care just to see my mom, my heart was melting the ice that was there, today I was told he died last night, and tbh I could careless, but the way I feel is like the ice should remain a bit longer, because us kids have to dispose of the memories still in the house and I believe it is going to take a heart of ice to keep my head straight.
I just wanted to let out my feelings
Rick
