I Miss My Little Sister
Rome Italy
I fell asleep early. I don't socialise saturday nights. Just stay at home with my elderly parents.
I posted some things in here. Got pretty much no feedback what soever but I'm saying that with no resentment. Just as Kirk would be noting down in his Star ship enterprise captains log book. Just a matter of fact observation made by me.
I listened to a few songs. I looked at a few videos on youtube and fell asleep.
I woke up a few minutes ago after having maybe slept for half an hour.
I dreamt of my sister. She came in through the door with my neice and quietly told me she had some problems" and started tearing up.
That woke me up. It felt so , so real. I recalled her voice so distinctly. The sweetness and timbre of her voice.
It's the third time I have dreamt of since she passed away.
I feel devastated and shattered again.
That's me, matter of factly, writing down in my own star ship enterprise log book what I feel.
I don't need compassion. I REALLY DO NOT! NOT looking for it. This is just a log book for me.
The grief from the loss of my sister will not subside.
Lorenzo
I fell asleep early. I don't socialise saturday nights. Just stay at home with my elderly parents.
I posted some things in here. Got pretty much no feedback what soever but I'm saying that with no resentment. Just as Kirk would be noting down in his Star ship enterprise captains log book. Just a matter of fact observation made by me.
I listened to a few songs. I looked at a few videos on youtube and fell asleep.
I woke up a few minutes ago after having maybe slept for half an hour.
I dreamt of my sister. She came in through the door with my neice and quietly told me she had some problems" and started tearing up.
That woke me up. It felt so , so real. I recalled her voice so distinctly. The sweetness and timbre of her voice.
It's the third time I have dreamt of since she passed away.
I feel devastated and shattered again.
That's me, matter of factly, writing down in my own star ship enterprise log book what I feel.
I don't need compassion. I REALLY DO NOT! NOT looking for it. This is just a log book for me.
The grief from the loss of my sister will not subside.
Lorenzo
